Just as I was regaining some self-confidence, you choose to find a way to bring me down. & it worked -_-
Friday Jun 1 05:05pm
No. I’m not just fcking sick of your constant complaining. I’m sick of everyone taking advantage of me. I’m sick of having to be nice to everyone and not having anyone to fcking listen when something’s wrong with me. Everyone’s so caught up in their own problems. I fcking listen to everyone complain about their sht all day long, but I can never completely open up to anyone because some way or another, they find a way to tie it back to themselves. I’m so fcking sick of trying to be there for everyone when nobody’s even there for me. I told myself that I should try to be nicer this school year, and all that’s resulted to was me getting stepped all over on. I’m so fcking sick of constantly doing people favors and helping them with things. I’m even angry at myself for becoming such a pushover. How in the hell do I keep allowing people to take advantage of me all the time? Everyone can gtfo.
Sunday May 27 12:56amCan you seriously just shuttup? You have everything you want. You have everything that everybody else would ever want. Yet you continually complain about all the sht you’re blessed with. You complain that you don’t have enough, when you have way more than anybody I know does. Like sht. When will you ever appreciate what you have and stop complaining to people who have far less than what you do. Nothing’s ever good enough for you and you just have to go and ruin everybody else’s happiness. I fcking feel sorry for you. You’re so fcking pathetic.
Sunday May 27 12:42amDon’t just talk to me when you need something, because you’re never there when I need you. GTFO.
Thursday May 24 09:11pmSunday May 20 01:02amfuck, I wish I was good looking.
Friday May 18 05:49pm
The Loneliest Whale in the World.In 2004, The New York Times wrote an article about the loneliest whale in the world. Scientists have been tracking her since 1992 and they discovered the problem:
She isn’t like any other baleen whale. Unlike all other whales, she doesn’t have friends. She doesn’t have a family. She doesn’t belong to any tribe, pack or gang. She doesn’t have a lover. She never had one. Her songs come in groups of two to six calls, lasting for five to six seconds each. But her voice is unlike any other baleen whale. It is unique—while the rest of her kind communicate between 12 and 25hz, she sings at 52hz. You see, that’s precisely the problem. No other whales can hear her. Every one of her desperate calls to communicate remains unanswered. Each cry ignored. And, with every lonely song, she becomes sadder and more frustrated, her notes going deeper in despair as the years go by.
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I am happy. My life, although challenged with the occasional dilemma and whatnot, is amazing. I’m blessed with a sometimes functional family, an education, and opportunities that other people may never get the chance to take. With all that’s been happening lately, my faith in God has never been shaken. He is still an enormous role in my life. I’m truly thankful that I’m able to confide in Him and am blessed with the numerous amount of people in my life that constantly show His love in them.
Thursday May 17 07:29pm
Tomorrow’s a new day. I’m just excited to live. To finally start over and reinvent myself. And not give a flying fuck about what anyone says.
Monday May 7 09:09pm