June 2012
1 post
Just as I was regaining some self-confidence, you choose to find a way to bring me down. & it worked -_-
May 2012
20 posts
No. I’m not just fcking sick of your constant complaining. I’m sick of everyone taking advantage of me. I’m sick of having to be nice to everyone and not having anyone to fcking listen when something’s wrong with me. Everyone’s so caught up in their own problems. I fcking listen to everyone complain about their sht all day long, but I can never completely open up to...
Can you seriously just shuttup? You have everything you want. You have everything that everybody else would ever want. Yet you continually complain about all the sht you’re blessed with. You complain that you don’t have enough, when you have way more than anybody I know does. Like sht. When will you ever appreciate what you have and stop complaining to people who have far less than...
Don’t just talk to me when you need something, because you’re never there when I need you. GTFO.
yourboytrick:
fuck, I wish I was good looking.
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I am happy. My life, although challenged with the occasional dilemma and whatnot, is amazing. I’m blessed with a sometimes functional family, an education, and opportunities that other people may never get the chance to take. With all that’s been happening lately, my faith in God has never been shaken. He is still an enormous role in my life. I’m truly thankful that I’m...
Tomorrow’s a new day. I’m just excited to live. To finally start over and reinvent myself. And not give a flying fuck about what anyone says.
kknoelleee:
Beyonce- 1+1
It feels like this huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I’m glad I got to tell my best friend how I felt about this whole situation and find out that she feels the same exact way. It’s just absolutely fantastic to have two legit best friends. MAH ROLL DAWGSSSSS.
keust:
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Three deep breaths. That’s all I need. Three deep breaths to calm my nerves, think things through, and accept that what you want and what I want are two different things. I didn’t set myself up for this kind of disappointment, because frankly, I didn’t think there was going to be any sort of disappointment. My kind acts go unnoticed once again and wearing my heart on my sleeve...
Watchofallthingsali:
1000rays:
I love this.
Now that’s parenting.
Sometimes, I think about just going back to my old ways. At the time, it made me feel actually okay about myself, especially the way I looked. I felt this sort of power and new found confidence in myself. I know it was wrong of me for it to become a habit, let alone doing it in the first place. And some days I’m glad my best friends stopped me from doing it. But some days, I’m so...
Anonymous asked: saw your status hope you get better! (:
April 2012
11 posts
I’m too nice. I never thought I’d be able to say that, but I’ve been way too nice lately. I constantly listen to people complain about their not-so-bad lives and I give them advice to fix their not-so-big problems. Normally, I wouldn’t care because I love helping people with stuff like this. But just being there for people who won’t be there for me is bullsht. When I...
I never know if I should tell people what’s going on with me. Because if I did, I’d feel like I’m burdening them with my problems. If I didn’t, I’d just be keeping them all bundled up inside. And I’d rather help other people with their problems to feel better about myself, which is sadly what I’m doing right now. I don’t even know anymore.
carolinedevera:
That’s what they want to see. That’s what they want. They want to see you break down. Stand up, stay strong. Don’t you give up now.
This isn’t right. I shouldn’t be doing this, but I don’t want things to be like this anymore. I can’t just tolerate everything because everybody disapproves. I shouldn’t try to make everyone happy, if I’m not. I don’t want people getting the wrong impression, but I don’t understand how people could even think that I would have the nerve to do that....
I haven’t wanted something like this in so long. I think that’s what I like about dancing. It’s challenging, you know? You see all those other girls who have years of experience with ballet, jazz, and all that stuff, and I’m just sitting there, someone who learned all the stuff by just watching other people, which is obviously a con since my technique isn’t as a great...
Seeing pretty girls on my dashboard… .
Self esteem -10000000000
March 2012
13 posts
I hardly have any friends.
What the hell do you want from me? When I do something, it’s not good enough. When I actually try to talk to an old or new friend, my effort is for nothing because nobody cares to keep up the conversation. When I try to change my look up, I’m still not satisfied with the hideous reflection I see in the mirror. When will I ever feel important or wanted? I don’t need pity, but I...
We went from being best friends to strangers. And it really sucks.
You can’t depend on other people for happiness. Your friends, family, and acquaintances can’t determine the value of your life. It took me a while to realize that, the people in your life could be an element to your happiness, but ultimately it all depends on you. You have the opportunity, the chance to look at the world in a whole new light and to look positively in the future....
I don’t want to say that I miss it. Because, after all I was always the one saying how badly I wanted this to end. Everybody told me to appreciate what I had, but I never listened. Now, here I am, wishing that I could go back and change all my decisions. I don’t necessarily regret my choices, but I wish things didn’t end up like this. Of course, I love everything now, but I know...
February 2012
15 posts
I’ve come to the realization that I turn down way too many opportunities that have been offered to me. Whether it’d be hanging out with friends, getting my grades up, or joining a new club, I’ve always found ways to restrict myself. I have so many doors opening up to me, but I remain in the same old room I’ve always been in. I used to talk about how I was so excited to live...
